Finally I decided!!

Sometimes you need so little to be happy. Even on a Friday when the rain is battering against the window then all it takes is a small act of generosity from a loved one, a small bottle of whiskey to power your thoughts and some diet cola to wash it all down.
That and some rolling tobacco, and I am here in front of my laptop and strangely, although poor and desperate for money, I am much happier than I ever was when I was living the high life of corporate job.

Experiences without soul are frivolous and fade like drunken memories. For last four years I sold my soul piece by piece to people to let them exploit me and experience bloody things and it was only when broken and shivering in the cold light of a new morning in my life that I saw myself, for what I was and what I had become. And I did not like either.
So I thought of sulking two year, desperate to return to creating things. I am enthusiastic about the hobbies that I can resume again which I religiously followed in my teens and twenties, that were rusted like old steel works. I couldn’t get the cogs to turn. I want to get back to painting,writing, music,songs, my core passions, with whom I was painfully away, at least for the last few years.
So in a fit of madness, I have now got admission into management college.Its madness or call it what you will.But I have decided now.
I love to be with people sharing their time , effort and knowledge freely with others. I have found endless possibilities for creation and expression in so many different mediums. Not only is there a core beauty behind the whole transformation that I can see while doing a management program but it will surely fetch me a job which I will surely love to do, unlike current condition where I just feel myself getting wasted.

This is why I am really behind the GOA thing to re-investigate the next possibilities in me. With a passion for creativity I have made it clear now to dive deep in the management program.They are sexy and creative and open up a universe of possibilities. If I can still feel that way in quarter life crisis stage then surely I need an appreciation.

Now back to my whiskey and good night GOA. See you soon.

Delicacies of GHAR GHAR

Recently I have gone through some situations where I had to spend some of my time with kids and play with them. In one such situation it was the all time Indian hit play , "GHAR GHAR" that I had to play. Although I always used to think and still believe that it is predominantly girlish game, but I can confess like many other Indian boys that at one point of their life they must have been fathers,doctors, drivers, gardeners even sweepers too at times while being a part of this "big time small show" .
So playing the game after so many years brought down so many childhood memories of mine when I used to play various roles for the same.  Most of the times I used to be doctor , then a Daddy, sometimes a teacher and worst of all a thief.
But each role was played so well by me. I have enjoyed it a lot. Here I am going to share some such of my role plays and events that will surely fascinate you.

1. DOCTOR: This was the best role. I was always fascinated by their profession and I myself was aspirant of being a doc but somehow engineering felt on my way. Anyways, while playing doc I used to have small syringe with me (off course without needles) that I found in my home, don't know how and where. As a child we can only visualize the doc as a human who can inject a child at his/her bumps. And the same I used to do while being a doctor. All small child used to come to me , open their pants or raise their frocks and keep their tiny butts in front of me and I used to do the act of injecting some medicine. Now when I think about it, it seems so funny. Don't know my childhood friend remember it or not, and even if they do, they will surely act like as if they don't know anything. Chill guys it was all childhood play. Even I had injected it to myself, when in the play doctor himself get sick!!

2. TEACHER: I used to be very harsh in this role. Used to punish the so called students of mine, and specially to those with whom I had to take some old revenge. And since I was a child then, I used to teach Alphabets , number etc which I guess most of us has undergone. Also there used to be Parent Teacher's Meet in our game wherein I as a teacher used to tell real vices of all the so called student (I used to know as we all were friends and neighbors after all)  and then make them public.

3. THIEF: This was very interesting role wherein I had to enter the house when everybody used to act as sleeping and thief had to carry away all the important items of GHAR, be it small cooker or doll or injection, means whatever. My role play as a thief was the thief who after stealing all the things never come back to play again. I used to keep all items with me and take all of them to my home. After very long time all kids used to come at my home complaining to my parents that I had taken away their items, I used to get big scoldings. And on this I used to say innocently "They had asked me to act like thief, what's wrong at my part, I had just done what they said!!"

 

Life Without Google

Google is like smoking cigarettes: "It’s a habit that’s going to be difficult to give up."
As one of the survey respondents put it: "If I lose Google, it will be just like a man without his eyes."
It’s pretty hard to imagine life before Google. From search to collaboration to email, if it wasn’t for Google most of us wouldn’t be able to find distracting content and social meme’s on the web.All kidding a side, Google is playing a big role in the growth and transition from what web was to what web will be.
Life on the internet without using Google is hard.I'm not going to lie, life without Google will surely be hell online. The charm of googling is different from any other search engines.I like their interface and I like where they're going. Their logo customization based on some events or occasions is too fabulous.And their search results are best and hit the point unlike other search engines whose performance in these terms are pretty bad, actually.Without Google I'm lucky if I can find what I'm looking for 50% of the time.
Google even drops in front of you the rest part of what you just initiate to type showing its wittiness to make your life easier.
When Google came out in the late ’90s, other search engines clearly had room for improvement. They were unreliable, and you could never be sure that the results were really what you wanted. Google smashed the competition by giving users both comprehensiveness and relevance. Over time, people began to trust Google’s algorithms more and more. Most users no longer check the second and third pages of search results because they’ve so often found worthwhile links in the top few spots.
You can feel that Google is very intelligent machine.When you write any thing to search about ,it gives very closed results for your search with easy and simple way.It is important site and have a good mail box too you must get one.
I can't imagine surfing online using a different search engine and giving me unsatisfactory results, that must be very frustrating.From helping a coder to helping a grandma in preparing a new dish, Google has all information. Other features of Google like Google Map helps you identify the locations and even helps you in navigation. Google docs let you save your required docs online very well. The best use of cloud computing. Then we have Google Translate where we can translate any two languages and help us in learning and understanding new languages. Sometimes to know what other person has abused you in other language. Again kidding. Then it has Calendar to help you schedule your programs and have alerts.Google images help you to have the pictures and photos of what you require. And last, it has blogger to promote bloggers like us to blog. Even Google only helped me to collect most of the information for this blog.